Friday, September 24, 2010


articulation as a house would never work,
more or less like how i say the words
and it fails to make a frame
or a door to keep you safe.

(i'm tired of pens and pencils,
vocal chords, keys and screens
wasting all their precious ways
on all these abstract things.)

a house is a world and the world a house
inside out, telling you things
about themselves and about yourself
about you and me, if you listen closely.

(i dreamt i was an envelope,
your story lived inside of me,
i hid you from the sun with lips,
and dark flourescent lights and eyes
of sentries of a mess of lines
would never smudge a line of yours
inside a paper wall, locked away
with a kiss. )

half of love is letting go
half of it is doors and windows
the things that deny each wall
so dialogue can whisper out and in.








Friday, September 17, 2010

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Saturday, September 11, 2010

every time i hear a step
on the creeky wooden floor
i hope it's you walking in
i hope, but know it's not this time;

as if you could be in one place,
as if your being was a state of "here"
that i was meant to enjoy
or not, if you walked out again.

i wish the world were just a room
and everything that it contained
i knew was mine, and concrete walls
sealed the things that were never there,

i could never lust again,
i would have no need to dream,
just the need to close my eyes,
here would be my state of being.

the world is the inverse of a room,
it is everything that hides outside
it is everything not in my mind
the world is a state of everywhere.

Sunday, September 5, 2010

give me more of that
keep it up,
you can do it,
chin-in the air
anthem
a beat and a
beat again
and a repetition
pounding
not unlike
the organ drums
behind my ribs
the kind of strength
to keep my eyes
open, looking
forward.
a beat and a beat
and a beat and a
beat again,
pushing in ,
pushing out,
sigh

Friday, September 3, 2010


never known her eyes to rise,
soot with no seed within
rain with no hope of end
yes, this an only song:
"listen to the rythym
of the falling rain..."
every drop a rule reminding
splashing dirt, filling ground and
pixelating lowly hums
of funerals' forgotten drums.